Catching Up

Its been some time and I can't help but sum it up quickly.  i find this is a good outlet for when I'm questioning things, I don't like inundating my friends with my crazy, so they can read it here, if they so choose.

i last left off in New York, After the 2nd Colombian (the teacher) I met the business man, we will call him wall street.  We had been talking for a while but never really got the courage to meet.  Finally, we decided to meet and went for sushi, I don't really love sushi, but had some "western Style" sushi at a place down near the water in Manhattan.  We had a great time, went for a walk, looked at the Brooklyn from across the water.  After that first night, we saw each other for a while, here and there.  The affair ended abruptly when I came home to Colorado, after an unfortunate incident for my living situation.  

Wall Street was still in contact with me for some time, he actually kept telling me he wanted to be with me, kids, the whole bit.  I pretty much thought he was full of shit and told him not to contact me anymore, I wasn't that into him anyway.  

When I came back to Colorado it was just nice to get out of my New York situation and be around people I loved and cared about.  I never really date in my hometown, but I have dated in other, nearby cities.  I decided my best friend should have a 30th birthday party in this country (she was in South America for it), i asked her roommate and long time friend to help out and we pulled it off without a hitch, it was fabulous!  There I met a close friend of their's I'd never met before.  I liked him after a short period and we ended up becoming fairly good friends, we will call him the Joker.

The joker and I hung out at his house here and there, we made out a time or two, it was fun, but he was in no place to be in a relationship.  I'm a relationship girl and if its anything other than that, i get hurt and its no bueno.  My bff tried to warn me but, she also warned me about LoD and BE3, I just saw it as sort of a pattern, i wanted to be happy and i was tired of having a friend tell me what i should and should not do when it comes to relationships.  I did that once and never again, i'd rather make up my mind on my own, other than having someone else tell me what i should do, even if its in my best interest.  

I fast forward to the beginning of February.  I run into an old coworker of mine and we totally have this moment of smiles and there was a spark....